The Fight For You Was All I Ever Knew

that hit me hard. four years on, and i’m a completely different person today. seeing you last night at Milk Club was uncomfortable for me, but only because you were so broken … and i’m the one who broke you. how did it feel to see me in the arms of other guys? to have to stand by and watch men leering at me, checking me out and asking me for my number throughout the night? how did it feel for you to witness your cousins and friends being close to me, emotionally and physically — a privilege you’ve lost?

but you broke my heart first.

and you messed it all up.

goodbye Anil,

and i honestly can’t say it was a good one.

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