According to Wikipedia:

Kleptomania

is an irresistible urge to steal items of trivial value. ... Frequently thought of as being a part of obsessive-compulsive disorder, since the irresistible and uncontrollable actions are similar to the frequently excessive, unnecessary and unwanted rituals of OCD.

in other words, a person with the compulsion to steal. a shoplifter. a thief. disorder is usually present in teenage girls, who do it because they are either depressed, feel unworthy, stressed, or pissed off at the world. or simply, for the thrill of it.

wow.

:)

This Was Me, Five Years Ago

yeah, five years ago.

aged fourteen, and i was already a camwhore.

HAHAHAHA!

;P

Read This On Blogsecret's Tumblr

13207.) I wanted us to work. After five years, I realized that I had wasted my energy, tears, and love. We’ll never be together again. Please move on. You broke my heart and I’m not going to let you attempt to fix it. I’m much happier now.

(via blogsecret)

the only difference is that, my relationship spanned nearly four years instead of five.

if we were still together, this month on the 30th would have marked our 4th anniversary. of course, he probably would have fucked it up as he did all our previous anniversaries. and there's a high possibility that i would have spent the day crying myself to sleep.

but now we'll never know.

thank god.

currently watching the World Cup Finals, between Holland and Spain. have a bet with Bobby going on! GO SPAIN!

(and yes, i stayed home tonight. after a whole week of clubbing, drinking, snorting up and stoning, i think it's quite apt that i stay in the night before my finals.)

:)

Inked, #2

work in progress. it's a lotus -- i got it done last year and it's really about time that i go in for my touch-ups and shading, but i've been procrastinating.

i'm already itching for my new tattoo!

loves!

Dry Spell

two months, and ongoing.

life sucks.

There's A First Time For Everything

sayang, why you so boring? tell me some stories la! where's all the drama!

-- Therry

sorry, now i pretty much just spend my days being stoned, snorting up, getting drunk, clubbing, going out with people and sleeping when i have the time. unlike before, when i had a psycho boyfriend.

life is so much simpler these days.

:)

If It's Not Forever

July 5, 2010

i had a crush on you.

it was the most embarrassing, painful crush ever; because i would see you around and not be able to do anything about it; always made me feel like my heart was being ripped right out of my body and then trampled all over. it was pretty short-lived, however. i blame it on my friends, who wouldn’t stop gushing over your looks.

of course i would never tell you. i mean, we’ve played the flirting game and i’m pretty sure i’ve said it out loud a couple of times but who takes things like that seriously? and to be honest, you’re not my type at all. it doesn’t matter, really. there’s a million reasons why i shouldn’t take this any further than it’s already gone, because it’s … complicated.

i just think you’re really cute.

:)

...

July 11, 2010

and i already have you wrapped around my fingers.

damn, that was fast.